Ooof. This hits hard, it’s very impactful. I love the death scrolling painting and your other art, too. The by painting on newspaper is very cool and significant. My little brother was killed in a car accident, it has forced me to consider the fragility of life much more often than I had before. I wish peace and blessings to you as you deal with your losses and thank you for being so willing to share the hard things.
oh man, I feel you... feeling sad now, thinking about all the people that could go away soon, years fly faster and faster as you're getting older, (I'm 36 atm).
Thinking how I might end, alone, then again, everyone dies alone pretty much, is it even worth the effort to be with someone till that day, dunno, I'm half dead already probably thinking that way, and Its fine. My heart broke in my teen years, girl I loved and wanted to spent my whole life with left me and nothing since then was meaningful relationship-wise.
Still, life is fun, you get used to the way u live, things u like to spent your focus and time on, even now if u ask me if I'd like to live forever or die and go to heaven or die and be finally at peace, I dunno, depends on how I feel that day :)
Ooof. This hits hard, it’s very impactful. I love the death scrolling painting and your other art, too. The by painting on newspaper is very cool and significant. My little brother was killed in a car accident, it has forced me to consider the fragility of life much more often than I had before. I wish peace and blessings to you as you deal with your losses and thank you for being so willing to share the hard things.
oh man, I feel you... feeling sad now, thinking about all the people that could go away soon, years fly faster and faster as you're getting older, (I'm 36 atm).
Thinking how I might end, alone, then again, everyone dies alone pretty much, is it even worth the effort to be with someone till that day, dunno, I'm half dead already probably thinking that way, and Its fine. My heart broke in my teen years, girl I loved and wanted to spent my whole life with left me and nothing since then was meaningful relationship-wise.
Still, life is fun, you get used to the way u live, things u like to spent your focus and time on, even now if u ask me if I'd like to live forever or die and go to heaven or die and be finally at peace, I dunno, depends on how I feel that day :)